assalamualaikum,,hmm

tumblr tak boleh bukak...

semalam 3hb mac 2011..

balik daripada msu bersama THAT MAN..

the only man yg saya nak sgt jadikan pasangan hidup,,huhuhuuu

tapi dalam kereta pulak,,mujus pulak dok berskandalkan ak n tapir..haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

melepas!takot that man pikir lain pulak...pastu best la hahhaaa

dia pakai baju hijau sama ngan ak~

hari ini 4hb mac 2011

hari ini dalam sejarah...seronok dorang dok bace ak dok menulis ni haaaaa plus skodeng ni sorang

hari ini..rase tak best sebab.........................haishhh

ak tak boleh la...mesti hilang mood habis-habisan punyer everytime tapir tu tak layan ak..mesti ak rase mcm haaaaaaa

jagnla tak layan ak...sedih la...moron iffah..okay bye

nak makan.

today was a fairytale~

bismillah..

hari ini 12hb febuari.. miss fisya,,lecterur kimia kat msu kawin! first time aku pegi lecturer kawin.even cikgu tak penah pon.kinda best la. aku n kawan aku bgi hadiah jam loceng. thought nak prank dye time pukul 1..am,,,kekekkee

aku jumpe jugak cikgu kimia sementara kat tgb. ak lupe time tuh sape name dia n till now pon lupe lagi..hahaha.. cikgu tu time kat tgb freshie lagi bru balik dpd oversea and gorgeous n stylo jugak la... and dia n his wife kelasmate ngan miss fisya and husband time diploma kat uitm arau dulu. diploma sains. its a memory that i keep doing right now. so that before my life ends, i have done what i want to do~ insyaAllah

saya yang dulu

sejarah itu perit

taktau mane silap yang ak buat smpikan lelaki2 memandang aku keji. am i a prisoner so that you can hate me so damn much huh? apa silap saya smpikan saya mcm ni dilayan? salahke kalau nak jadik diri sendiri? jap2..apa aku buat ni? ak bengong,,,tui2..taktau nak buat ap..nak study tak boleh,,hati tak tenang,,sakit hati.. rasa mcm dikhianati..penat ak bina wall dlm hati agar people tak boleh easily broke down my heart tapi i am such a brittle girl..cant even stand a storm, a punch or whatever pon yang orng len suakan kat hati aku. for a hundred times kot ak sebut pasal ni tapir. damn it.

kau ni kan talam dua muka. mungkin ramai yang sama mcm kau,,khianat.. kalau tak suka satu person,, jgn layan person tu as if you care so much pada dia. kau tu tak jujur pada hati sendiri tau tak.kalau da memang benci ngan that person tuh,jgn pilih dia as your groupmate,,dont ever ask that person bout assignment,study. you just keep yourself hating that person sampai mati.kan senang. dua2 pihak aman dan damai. tak de yang perit hati takde yang mcm lembu kene cucuk hidung. ak bengang ngan kau. boleh plak kau cakap yang 'jap,bile ak baik ngan dia' kau kalau benci ngan aku,,tolonglah!enough! ak pon tak ingin pon la nak kawan ngan kau. AKU AKAN BUKTIKAN YANG AKU BOLEH STAND KAT DUNIA NI TANPA KAU ORANG LA! and i will make sure yang once you will need me very much in ur life and melutut merayu kat aku.

whats wrong with me?

assalamualaikum.

baru lepas meronda di facebook,blog sang koma, blog erti hidup,blog murabbi hati..

baru lepas bace firman2 Allah kat wall satu budak ni...hati rase rebel giler! ak pun tak tahu kenapa...i'm just feel yang 'pehal korang nak act like korang baik giler?! ' ak ni giler la..ak pun tak tahu kenapa i felt like this. mungkin sebab aku dah tinggalkan alQuran for a long day..hurmm... is it wrong for me to hear screamo music and at the same time ak jugak bace AlQuran,,is my iman isnt balance? ak rase tak tenang ang people said that ALquran is what you r searching for when you felt bad because its kalamullah,,Allah who creates us and allah knows us better than ourselves...haisshh currently alone at delta,,huda is sleeping and i just got home after hours stuck in the traffic jam~ dushh,,memang la kuat merepak aku ni..hhaaa

SALAH SAYA

berbalik pd post before ni,,ak ckp pasal trust. recently, tapir really did the experiment 4 but he just dont tell me bcoz he kinda like a forgetful person la..if i didnt ask he wont give to me. haaa... mcm mane tau? ak tau sebab satu hari dia cal tyme kol 1am. ak tenga kuak lentang atas katil and listen to when the door closes(dongwoon n du jun)(beast).. he called n asked for bio report. i'm already deleted his contact list n like i asked,,"who is this?" and he kept silent n okay i said.."okay"..i knew its him. tyme tuh hati da heartless skit malas nak pikir lgi pastu he kept calling and asked2..till one time i tershout kat dia and he said "jwab je la ak tenga tension ni" and i cannot hold anymore my anger towards him and i spat out kisah yang i bengang ngan dia. and he said he did la bukannya tak. that second i realized i should trust him cume need some time je la sbb dia a person yg tak care lgsung people sekeliling.. he and his small world... tapi ngan laki ni ak rase mcm adik yg aku kene jge perasaan dia even dia besar mcm abang je kat ak~

chow

da nak ad test 2 maths mgu depan

tenga struggle,,hope dpt jwab la..

mgu lepas satu mgu yang agak teruk bagi ak

hari ini da okay la sikit insyaAllah

ak akan ingat kisah ni koz inilah kisah yg bgus ntk diri ak

boys are stupid men cant be trusted-credit to hlovate

haishh tapir(name manje haaa) aku percaye 100+1 % kat dia dlam bab study la like nak tnye physics n math..aku once penah mintak tlg dia n he can be trusted!

ak taktau jadah hati ak ni,,tde wall yg ak bina,,supposely ak tak rapat sgt o pcye sgt ngan org hhaaa

bru kenal brape bulan da anggp mcm kwn seidup semati.

slah ak jugak kisah ini. ak suruh dia buatkan exp kimia 4 n ak nk tgok nnti n he said okay.

n ak punye la menunggu mcm pungguk rindukan bulan n last2 dia pon copy dpdp member ak yg len (aeyn) haaaa

kelakar sgt menegnagkna ak yg menangis koz hal small matter mcm tuh!

KENTAL IFFAH!

loni,,i'm not trusting anybony 100% insyaAllah..hnye Allah la tempt ak berharap n minta bantuan

yang len just a perantara bantuan Allah kpd kite..

12 hb disember

assalamualaikum.. tarikh ini ak pergi ke FRIM. bersama kakak2 ISMA yang sangat menyayangi kami2 as maduu..(benarkah?anak didik)..AKU berjumpa dgn satu kakak,,kak nik natasha..a doctor from australia. she's once a typical girl,,free hair until she joined usrah by isma..then now,she's wearing a scarf,,nice one...

ini lah yang aku nak tahu how the usrah can change people. nice one la trip tuh..pegi ngan ummu,pika,yuni,teha,farhah.. etc.. main kat air terjun atas...main gelongsor air terjun..haaaaa,,,, rohani dapat,mental dapt,,sakit badan pon dapat~